≈ıˆ˜†‡•±—¿ you’re a feast for my galvan-eyes capsized counter-clock-wise-crack bibim-baptize born again shedding skin from my exed i’s never far from holiday tree apple pies the shit to my flies, cockpit moonlit stock piled spoons fit, spoon fed (like a] love child look both ways & cross my heart if you (three pointer) drive-by i can’t hear you; —say: “Ay Ay” double crossed that bridge; the Rubicon twist, turn, shout; sugar-cube Rubik’s; arm’s-race is on i’d pussyfoot but got my freudian slip-ons i’m a keep calm & automaton à la Don Juan flow with the (nowhere to) go team green light behind closed doors we got beam might dog bite, campsite, plan-(be)night) downright living the dreamy dream life post-lucide sit tight & give&-take flights lite-bright brain meme new year’s midnight parasitic orgasm reading by flesh-light living my best life≈i fire-play-fight, with greatest hits dog days animal insight paresthesia Formication ant-eater chow-down mid-flight appetite game of life amanuensis; dungeon master rubbing shoulders copy-play-wright tomorrow foots the bill—today’s heartbeat drum fills historical rewrite you fill in the blank stare with shoes too big to drip-dry hi-fi laser surgery on late-nights mind’s eye as long as i ossify imma fish fry your mince pie speechify your emperor butterflies through my Half Windsor half-die i’m dowsing infrarenal-body water supply military grade cocoon egg roll personified the sam i am is the egg-white sam your eye gasoline fish-scale-fourth of July mackerel sky-high reptilian brain Ludovico pineal far & wide( eyes) awake by proxy—my doxy black box footage flummoxed my orthodoxy stalagmite drip-dropsy effusive rhapsody otoplasty homeless fun—fen shui coltrane past-free double feline bind with the filthy mcnasty haphazardly past me longevity fuzee got great gatsby’s latchkeys star-lit yahtzee yacht race fifty sun shades sweating earl’s tea smoking biblical sea of galilee weed speaking inanities & colloquies holy-ghosting heebie-jeebies my soul’s buoyancy’s mr freezies catching zz’z bifocal alter boy prothesis pop quiz geegee-wizzing tonic fizz’z sleepy-cotton-eye’d-joe phallocentric blood flow easy come, easy till i vitiligo ≈ıˆ˜†‡•±—¿

Let me be mad! Chain me, ye Furies, to your iron beds, And lash my guilty ghost with whips of scorpions! See, see, they come! Alecto with her snakes, Megaera fell, and black Tisiphone! See the dreadful sisters rise, Their baneful presence taints the skies! See the snaky whips they bear! What yellings rend my tortur'd ear! Hide me from their hated sight, Friendly shades of blackest night! Alas, no rest the guilty find From the pursuing furies of the mind!

i’m not the voice in my head take your rush there’s no time dead cold cuts sitting duct tape aqueducts with a phallocentric conduct underground muscle without a cause XY chromosomes with an ADHD master clock [(scouting to be in a thoughtful knot) i always fake whistling when i fake nod] if solipsism’s a hammer i’m a nail down like a one person ghost town i’m a one horse meltdown phallus with a thesaurus the rest’s the master’s piece of it addicted to comfort triple double u-topia≈anoxia castling behind my summa cum laude internal closed circuit mug shot headshot called aphasia royal blood crooner’s crowning uterine muscle tightens king of the blue pill (be-headed at the trip of an ant hill blind as venetian ensnared bull shit seeing red humans good at seeing something as something else trapped between a mortar & a pestle kettle thoughts motorhead rebuke sound pressure levels resonate-wrestle in my lymphatic vessel i’m accessing the information at the pixel level laughter inside the skull cerebral muzzle pummel some dark oceanic logic hewed me back to my animal shapes [i’m the blind men & the elephant] systematically linked≈the budget & the deficit (arrested development) [neurotic tightness experiment] lost in thought (neutered) embezzlement on the look out for anesthetic heaven sent "please learn the pragmatics of expressing fear the call-in voices speak the incognito news fallacies make dark realities—(i’m at the edge of) sometimes words that seem to express really…aa the third person gets his nobody to kill the first person’s somebody bad luck preserved in a grown up body the third person gets his nobody to kill the first person’s somebody up in smoke belly up parabolic trajectory film fade of memory random energies baited identity the third person gets his nobody to kill the first person’s somebody cosmetic perception out-did the imaginary the call-in voices speak the incognito news it makes reality come true a package of attitudes and values (known as lifestyle) (i’m not the voice in my head) (i’m the corpse’s war bride) trapped behind closed doors peace corp bribes cleanup on aisle ground 0 going nowhere slow with Don DeLillo phantasmagoric lingering dying since beginning morgue pressed i belong to wordless suck the air out of my (leisure) chest i beeline to weighted wait list (blankets) i talked myself into thinking i am a whatever addict "please learn the pragmatics sometimes words that seem to express really invoke." your playing chess i’m playing louis 16 me & myself & my homeless Listerine dream (closeted jokes breaking free-range headless) i’m not the voice in my head publishing my fears in the guilty pleasures of compressed time born out of a sexual exertion i’ll die a liquid death & yet be here a monopolized conversation post-mortem forlorn formaldehyde misery porn

u want my cat lives to go from 9 to 5 i already dropped to 8 since facebook live u say hi tech me - goodbye heck i wanna fly low but your venus the fly trap saccadic eye between your birds & your bees im weak at the knees (when ur skin over laps) u make it clap hence i want a victory lap dance i go down on u, a gentle spade goes for hi ace i die, go to heaven im the friend at the high place scared the hell out of me but i still feel like satan they call it making love cuz you got to make it im a fresh prince but never shook my shadow webbed toes inside of you your wet like triple double u call u, take u, eat u out why do women’s body speak louder than her words, if the early bird gets the worm what bout the early worm? u put bros before hoes they all fall like dominoes those animal by-pro-duct makes the jello insanity king size inside of me big time kissing mama’s & vaginas at the same time with the same mouth your cats meows turns me into dead mouse every time im in you like laughter in the slaughterhouse let me go dark all the way like a chocolate stout i still love you tho your boobs get outta-bounce floating out of space cuz you were my safe & sound we got out of phase _ i paint u now cuz i can't watch your sex dry took you for for a spin ultra light beam's my sex drives we'll make it rain why u'll even beg for the clothes line feeling like pigs hind legs eating pork rinds may i have this dance (time) this my chance (line) 2 legs good but 4 legs the rapper doggie style with u can’t believe its not butter if i made it big, would u still sent me to dog house if i sink or swim would you you upholster a surf couch u left me turned on-there's a fire in your spouse you big bad wolf blew the roof of my mouth brick walls around with you never felt claustrophobic my hands filled you shoes but went & lost the trophy o god so help me now i can’t find my self in the selfie the glass is not empty its resting in pieces you got cold thats why my brain in freezes my heads still full of midnights from the days when we seized it utensils in your mouth its not a baby spoon caught you speaking parseltongue outta u made you cum all night theres even water proof the sun caught us sleeping the moon caught us fucking sun coughed a new day the sun caught us fucking the moonlights our broadway why you choose the highway cuz if u remembered’d it my way you would be in my bed